Pursuit of Happyness

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

This is such a hard week for me. I got such a convoluted problem in my mind, and I stuck a moment!! I can’t even think about the solution. Should I take this pathway…..or should I reject another way…

Why I really chicken to decide what I want to. I’m getting obtuse now =(

It’s not good at all.

Why those problems came in the same time…..

Ups…Arin listen!! remember about this verse

“APakah kamu mengira diciptakan dengan begitu saja? Sesungguhnya orang-orang sebelum kamu telah diuji dengan berbagai cobaan, kelaparan, kesedihan….“

[Yup!! I do remember of that verse. Remembering what Allah have said in Quran always makes me feel better to face this life. I always feel optimistic ^_^ ].

Additionally, Allah will boost up the degree of people who can patiently face the problem with sabr and sholat.

Come’n arin you have ever faced such this problem too, haven’t you! And you made it.

[But this one is even more severe and more serious]

Come’n Ask to Allah, The All Known..I sure you can do it ..

“YA Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah engkau pikulkan kepada kami sesuatu yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami, ampunilah kami, dan rahmatilah kami. Engkau Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir.”

(Q.S. Al-Baqarah, 2: 286)

Hanya kepada Allah lah akhir dari semua tanya. ^_^

But..which one should I pick? I should pick the one that will bring me to His Jannah, shouldn’t I?[off course Arin ^^]

[I'm pretty sure this is not the exact time to consider about it.Isn't it?]

Ya Muqolibal qulb, tsabit qulb alla diinik….I really need the light that would lit up my path through the straight way to your paradise..Help me ya Allah

“Allhumma laa sahla illaa maa ja’altahu sahlan wa anta taj’alul idzaa syi’ta sahlaa”

(Ya Allah nothing is easy except You the one who will make it easy and You make all the difficulty turn into an easy thing if you wish of it) [H.R Ibnu Hibban]

-’hope there’ll be a decision tonight-